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And in the midst of all the chaos and calamity I’ll remember the words you said to me.  A secret kept safe with me about how big your dreams can be, because if you don’t have the free will to allow your dreams to be as big as you want them to be, there is nothing worth dreaming about. You also looked me dead in the face and with the most certain of words you said “This right here is not all that their is, you have to look beyond the bullshit and see that there are moments worth dreaming about and broken promises don’t mean that those promises were ever intended to be broken at all.” She taught me something that summer that I never could have learned on my own and it’s that believing the best in people isn’t always pointless. Just dont ever give yourself room to have preconceived expectations that could never be reached and you wont be disappointed. Everyone has good in them, it may be buried under a shattered heart, or a broken promise but that light is still their people just tend to hide it as a way of protection. Its not wrong, and it isn’t right either but nothing worth having ever comes easy and if you have to dig a little deeper to find the light in someone I promise you they’ll see it and they will never forget it. I know I wont. 

just a little excerpt of something I am in the process of writing. Taking a break though because these character make me way to dang emotional. 

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The Chariot Lose Bassist Jon Kindler

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Bassist Jon Kindler has announced that he is leaving The Chariot. Check out a message from Kindler below by clicking “Read More.”

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Not okay with this in the least bit. but life goes on tho. 

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I am so blessed to have a few life friends rather then a bunch of right now friends. I know that the friends I have, that know me and my heart, and the ones that love me beyond my circumstances and faults will be here forever. Thank you Jesus for rooting out the weeds in my garden, and for forcing the enemies of my life  to other places.  I know I cant see it now, but you have already prepared the path ahead of me,but sometimes your light is just so bright I cant see it. I will understand it all one day. I find no need in understanding it right now because right now my eyes are fixed on you. 

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insomnia is going to be the death of me. I am absolutely tired and just worn out and i cant get my head to shut off or get comfortable. Also every time my a/c (Thank you Jesus for a/c) kicks on it happens to suck my bedroom door against the door frame and it makes a horror film like sound that scares the crap out of me. honestly Im so tired i think i could fall asleep comfortably standing up like the Coneheads. but then again i still probably wouldn’t be able to shut my brain off, or get into sleep mode or whatever. however I am glad that i have a bed to sleep in if sleep does ever happen for me, and im also thankful for the pillows and blankets in said bed. life doesn’t seem SO bad if you find a split second to be thankful for the amenities the majority of the world doesn’t get the choice to have. 

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