And in the midst of all the chaos and calamity I’ll remember the words you said to me. A secret kept safe with me about how big your dreams can be, because if you don’t have the free will to allow your dreams to be as big as you want them to be, there is nothing worth dreaming about. You also looked me dead in the face and with the most certain of words you said “This right here is not all that their is, you have to look beyond the bullshit and see that there are moments worth dreaming about and broken promises don’t mean that those promises were ever intended to be broken at all.” She taught me something that summer that I never could have learned on my own and it’s that believing the best in people isn’t always pointless. Just dont ever give yourself room to have preconceived expectations that could never be reached and you wont be disappointed. Everyone has good in them, it may be buried under a shattered heart, or a broken promise but that light is still their people just tend to hide it as a way of protection. Its not wrong, and it isn’t right either but nothing worth having ever comes easy and if you have to dig a little deeper to find the light in someone I promise you they’ll see it and they will never forget it. I know I wont.
just a little excerpt of something I am in the process of writing. Taking a break though because these character make me way to dang emotional.